WORLD VOICES

MEANDERTHALS
  BY LUCY DOUGAN


Contents

Home
Introduction
Dedication
Acknowledgments
About the Author
Wayside
Kenwood House
At Villa Bruno
Museum in the Park
The Forge
Municipal Pool, Sunday
The Past
The Shy Dog
Atavism I
Atavism II
Nettle Soup
Guillemots
Young Boy with Daffodils
At 10
Danny at Hathersage
A Letter from Spain
Thresholds
The Sleepout
Saint Catherine's,
      Abbotsbury

Small Family of
      Saltimbanques

Fritz
The Mice
A Mayfield Haunt
Notes Towards an
      Impromptu Garden

Female Pan

World Voices Home

The Literary Explorer
Writers on the Job
Books Forgotten
Thomas E. Kennedy
Walter Cummins
Web Del Sol



The Forge

for Sally Scott

The women in these suburbs
all flirt with the man who cuts keys, fixes heels.
They can't help being won over
by the light that glowers at his shop-front.
too sure of himself by half
my mother would say.
He dyes his hair unflatteringly dark.

Once I took him shoes,
a second-hand pair.
God, love, he asked,
what have you been doing in these?
I laugh at the histories I could invent
for these strangers—sleep-walking, bacchic dance.
I laugh, and say nothing
as he hands me his little green slip.
But I don't go back for a long, long time
(life more ruptured than the wreck
of shoes I handed him, impossible to unlock).
Where you been darl?
(if I could click my heels).
It's a story I cannot tell—
what kept me from redeeming
something fixed.

At night the women in these suburbs
unlock their doors
with keys fashioned
by the man at the kiosk.
They kick off their shoes
slick and re-heeled.
They smile without quite knowing
how the man with the dark, dark hair
has eased his way into their smallest secret places:
snug in the palm, firm at the ankle.
And I chide myself gently
for not telling him the story of the book
I swapped for shoes
or why I had been away for so long.